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I Think I'm Losing Touch

by Desperate Living

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1.
Everything goes to hell It's the same old story I can't hold on to the things I need and what I want is out of reach Tear it out drag me down I know you'd do anything to watch me drown in my pain And to cut the love from my veins We can blame the past or a fear of loss I pray this is the last mistake we make twice Apologies and late night calls You're digging your grave We're out of touch and I'm losing faith I always new it would end this way Drag me out rescue me I'm fighting a current I can't escape The water fills my lungs and the light fades to grey And it's not getting easy I'm not that strong And it's not getting easy My resolve fades And it's not getting easy I think I'm losing touch
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Every night I lay awake haunted by questions I can't escape A burning black devoid of light Eternal night; no coming back Give me a sign I'll take anything A fleeting voice, a vivid dream I need to know and I'm going insane Tell me now what does human life mean Does this mean anything at all? Will my essence continue on? I wanna know how it feels to die When I suffer nights will I see a light? Will my body burn? What happens to the mind? Is heaven real or just a fever dream? I wanna know how it feels to die My life escaping me My vision fading grey These thoughts they plague my mind Thoughts I can't escape All I want is to know the truth About the afterlife and where I'm headed to Can someone answer me? Put my mind at ease Only time will tell what's in store for me What I'm doing here and what the answers are How it feels to die
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I sigh as I clip my feet into the leather straps I take another breath before leave I feel the pain melt away Laugh off all the problems of yesterday I gaze out to the water so longingly I want to feel the waves wash over me I can hear it I can hear it Begging for a man to satisfy Calling me to fall into it's warm embrace I'm suspended on a bridge Look off into an irresistible haze Something's got to give I've been handed one more reason to live I give into the voices that are telling me Swim right now out in to the open sea Finally feel the waves wash over me Break the surface take another breath Laugh about who I used to be Baptized in the ocean's grey I am reborn
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I'm holding on by a thread No money not a dime to my name But I'm surviving, I'm fucking fighting For what I know is waiting at the end I'm living desperate But at least I take solace in the fact That I'm doing exactly as I want No one to stop me or hold me back To say no I'm holding on by a thread No money not a dime to my name But I'm surviving, I'm fucking fight For what I know is waiting at the end Can't afford the bare essentials for myself My mind is wasting my body screaming for help I'm fucking starving My health is failing But I wouldn't have it any other way Sacrifices Living desperate No money no job Sacrifices Living desperate No more depression no delusion Sacrifices Living desperate

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released September 9, 2013

All songs written by: Desperate Living
Recorded and produced by: Rollie Ulug
Additional group vocals on "Isolation Chamber" by: Ronald Uruk
Album artwork by: Jordyn Karpinski

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